Snuffalupagus

      Remember that guy? He used to be Big Birds friend on Sesame Street! I haven't seen that show for years so I have no idea if he's still there (probably not....that show got sooooo screwy...) but I loved him. And today I feel a little bit like him, stuffed up and a little depressed.
      We're all feeling a little under the weather this week, and I'm just barely starting to feel it. So really all I feel like typing is nnnnnnnnngggggg. But the world must go on. I sometimes feel like just typing this out makes me feel a little more sane so that's what I'm doing. Sort of.
      Today I made a dinner of fried rice, and it's just sitting on the stove with no one wanting to eat it. I made it out of necessity because I feel like we should have a good dinner on the table even though sometimes no one wants to eat it. With only three people in the house things are a lot different. So quiet all the time, and only my parents to talk to. Not that it's a bad thing, really they're great! But sometimes it just starts getting to you. Also the fact that I just can't seem to get a good job is getting me down. I have my hopes up that someone will call me tomorrow. We'll see. But what with soooo much time passing already, I can only work there, like two months and then I'm back to college. Sigh. Sigh sigh sigh. I think this is just a hard bit in my life. It shall get better when I go back to college I think.
      Sorry this one is just about me complaining. What is something good that has happened these past days?
Well, I got some money from what little work I'm doing, YAY! Also I had an AWESOME weekend with my whole family, which I wrote about before......and really I'm much luckier than many people, so I shouldn't complain.
      I will end this blog by showing my nerdy side and quoting Gandalf (because I just watched Lord of the Rings) when Frodo told him that he wished that he didn't have to deal with all the crap he was supposed to deal with. Or to be more elegant, Frodo said something like "I wish the ring had never come to me, I wish none of this had happened"
and Gandalf replied: "So do all who live to see such times, but that is not for them to decide. All you have to decide is what to do with the time that is given you."
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